Monday, March 2, 2009

I am ....

.... home.

It's good to be home.

But I am tired.  Too tired.

And I hurt.

And I wish the nausea would go away.  Yesterday.

And I am overwhelmed.

Put those four things together and you get me .... a physical and emotional mess.



Then add this:

I miss Jim.
Too, too much.

....... and you get a physical, emotional mess who doesn't feel that she can deal with anything else.
Not. One. More. Thing.


13 comments:

Anonymous said...

I'm praying!! :)

ShortyMom said...

I admire you for the strength it took to go through this. My thoughts are with you and I hope you are back on your feet soon!

Anonymous said...

You have been through so much, much more than anyone should have to endure. Be kind to yourself and let others take care of you for awhile! Rest and recoup. Praying for you. Love, V.

Anonymous said...

You just need to rest and recover your strength--you will feel better about everything, when you are healed.

Praying for you each and every day.

Mary Lou said...

You will come thru this..you've been thru more than most of us have gone through all combined. Hang on...you will make it. You need rest and relief from the physical pain and all of the emotional and mental and physical stress. Praying His peace over you and to flood you. May you find comfort in His Word. Now to Him who is able to do abundantly far more than we can ask or imagine,to Him be the glory thru God and Christ Jesus forever. He can do far more for you than you or I or anyone can imagine or think...praying that for you tonight and for as long as it takes...Blessings...Mary Lou That is from Eph. 3:20-21

Anonymous said...

Janine,
i bless God thay you are home.
And i pray that you get better soonest possible.
God best understands what you are going through, and i pray that He wraps His comfort all around you.
Bless you!
Grace, Kenya

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry Sis. I love you.

Lis

kdawnmartin said...

Oh sis, I am so sorry you are going through this. Like two others have said, you have gone through much more than most of us. It sucks! You need to let mom take care of you. I know she is there and she will take good care of you. You need that. Dang I hate being so dang far away!! Rest and try not to stress, I know that is earier typed than done but TRY! I love you. Praying for you daily!

Anonymous said...

oh my sweet friend...i hope and pray that after a good night sleep you feel a little less overwhelmed this morning. today your job is "rest, rest, rest". may you be surrounded by Christ's love today. so many of us are praying for you and your recovery, physical and emotional. and God promises to hear our prayers.

Jen said...

Praying for strength when you feel you have none. As for that lemon-sized tumor...you'll be making lemonade of this situation one day. I know it. Take good care and rest surrounded in His love.

Anonymous said...

So sorry this is so hard. I don't know you personally, but your writing makes me want to hug you--I can't stand to hear of someone suffering like this. Prayers for better days and good news SOON!

Wendie said...

Just wanted to let you know that I'm here and thinking of you.

Jill said...

Janine,

No profound words of wisdom. Just a note to let you know I care about you and am praying and waiting anxiously to hear how you are doing.

Love
Jill