A blog that started out as a humorous tale of raising 6 children, then quickly became a chronicle of my grief at being suddenly widowed. Now it's the rest of my journey ... of living, laughing, crying, praying, rejoicing. Of being happy, sad, angry, content, sorrowful, alone, amazed and very, very blessed. And still taking life, one breath at a time ........
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Not much to say
This is from the surprise 40th Jim gave me. This picture says a lot. What it says now is I wish I could do that again. Hug him like that. Oh. So. Much.
I think I've had too much fun and now I'm coming "down".
I don't have much to say except that I miss him and I feel sad.
No, it's more than a feeling. It's a state of being. I am sad.
Oh. So. Much.
10 comments:
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Good evening my darling daughter. I am so very sorry that you are so sad. Your roller coaster ride really sucks. I continually pray for you to find peace and comfort. I know that's asking a lot, but I believe that one day it will come to you, and the roller coaster will even out. Till then, know you are loved beyond words.
That was a fun night! It was so apparent to everyone there how much love the two of you shared. I'm glad you had so much fun last weekend. Another prayer answered! Love, Nat
Well, the fact that you are feeling this way is totally oblivious to me. I don't know about the my brothers and sisters, but you should talk to us more about how you feel, it may help. Even if you find it weird to come to your kids about your feelings, well, we had to do it with your friends who were strangers to us, so, yeah... haha Peace, Love, and Eric Clapton
Here is another, longer Landon rolling/bear-wrestling video, if it helps for only the 1 minute that it lasts: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UWmfdEhNjWc.
10 comments:
Good evening my darling daughter. I am so very sorry that you are so sad. Your roller coaster ride really sucks. I continually pray for you to find peace and comfort. I know that's asking a lot, but I believe that one day it will come to you, and the roller coaster will even out. Till then, know you are loved beyond words.
That was a fun night! It was so apparent to everyone there how much love the two of you shared.
I'm glad you had so much fun last weekend. Another prayer answered!
Love,
Nat
Is that the year you received the 'stang?
Lisa B.
Yes, it is. As a husband, he set the bar very high.
:)
Yes he did!!! that is for sure!
As a husband, as a father, as a friend, as a person!!! He set the bar on all of them! I miss him.
I love you,K
Well, the fact that you are feeling this way is totally oblivious to me. I don't know about the my brothers and sisters, but you should talk to us more about how you feel, it may help. Even if you find it weird to come to your kids about your feelings, well, we had to do it with your friends who were strangers to us, so, yeah...
haha
Peace, Love, and Eric Clapton
Son Number 2
Here is another, longer Landon rolling/bear-wrestling video, if it helps for only the 1 minute that it lasts: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UWmfdEhNjWc.
Have I ever said how much I love that nephew/son #2??? What a sweetheart. His words alone must be comforting and healing. What a kid!
Unc M and Aunt K in AK
Thanks Unc M and Aunt K in AK, I'm quite fond of you too!
-Son Number 2
Just reading all the wonderful comments from those who love you... and I am feeling the love!!!
WOW! Wanted to post yesterday about the Pillar of Salt... how fun was that! You obviously had a beautiful life with your husband for many years.
Here's to Eternity! Does that sound too corny?
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