This is from 1998 -- Paris. Jim is the one with the cute legs.
I'm back from the beach. Wish I could say I feel better but at least it was relaxing, beautiful (for Galveston) and the weather was wonderful (as was the company). I would have loved to stay there for another month or five.
I received a note last week from a colleague of Jim's and I really, really appreciated it. Thank you BF and best wishes to you and your wife on Baby #3. That note meant a lot to me. It's nice to know that even though life moves on, Jim is still thought of by others .... and missed by more than just me and the kids.
I went back to the grief support group tonight. I really don't know what makes me get in that car and drive to that meeting, because I don't really want to go. I ask myself the entire drive, "Why am I doing this? I don't want to sit in that room." But some other part of me that seems to be in control keeps driving and gets me out of the car, in spite of the deep sigh that the rest of me gives.
Anyway, it was OK. Not great, not horrible -- it just was. And it was sad. But then, most everything is at the moment.
That ice floe is looking better and better every day.
1 comment:
I will not hear of the ice floe! Stay away from the ice floe! If you are around an ice floe that means you are near AK and the is far away from IN soooooo uhm....not so much :p I am sad that this is a hard month for you. I can't wait until May is over and done with and we won't have to worry or think about it for 12 more months. I love you so much and pray that things start looking up for you SOON!!!
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