A Better Day ....

... has been had by all.
Well, maybe not all, but at least by me.

The back is feeling much better today.  I think the block worked so I'm definitely going to do the ablation, hopefully the week after Thanksgiving, if my insurance company can get their act together and get the paperwork turned in.

Today was a better day emotionally, too.
I was able to spend a little time with C last night, who just held me while I cried.
Thank God he gets it.
Mostly.

There seem to be quite a few differences in the way men and women grieve.  The loss is essentially the same, but how the loss feels and the act of grieving seem to feel and look differently for men.
Of course, I'm sure that doesn't apply to all men.  Just the ones I've met.
Or read about.

Yes, it does feel strange to be held by one man while crying for another .... but it also felt good.

So ..... another day closer.
One month from today, to be exact.

Thanks, Peeps, for the encouraging comments, e-mails and phone calls.
You are loved.

Oh, and happy Thursday.
:)