Hi Peeps ....

..... that's it, really.
Just hi.

OK, I won't leave you high and dry like that.
But I really don't have much to say.

It's been a good week.
It's been a busy week.
I've gotten a lot of work done.
I'm getting a clearer vision of how God wants me to use what I've experienced to help others.
I have a passion to help widows.
It's huge.
Even though there's not much I can do to help them, I guess I can help them know that they're not alone out there.
And they're not crazy.
And that it is possible to live.
Preferable?
Not always.
But definitely possible.

So .... life is mostly good.

My word for the year 2011 is "Hope".
I hope that it's a good year.
I hope that I can find joy.
I hope that I can stay content.
I hope that I can grow.
I hope that I can rise above any challenge that may come this year.
I hope my kids stay healthy and make good decisions.
I hope I make good decisions.

I could probably list more things, but I think that's enough for now.

I've been trying to make decisions about my life and where it's heading ..... or not heading.
I think that God is showing me to continue to just take it one day at a time.
To be patient.
To just ...... be.

I don't have to make any big decisions right now.
I can just live my life the way that I'm living it .... and be content.
Even happy.

I'm in a good place.
I don't intend to make any changes anywhere.
Of course I know that life can make it's own changes.
Oh, how well I know that.
And if it does ..... it does.

I'll be ok ... no matter what happens.
I have survived.
I didn't want to.
I didn't plan to.
I didn't hope to.

But I have .... in spite of myself.

I am content.
I am happy.
I am secure.
I am independent.

I am good.

Jim did all that he could to make sure of that.
He loved me well.
He provided for us wonderfully.
He spoiled me rotten.
He gave me everything I could ever need, and most of what I could ever want.

I.
Am.
Good.

I guess I had more to say than I thought.

Happy Thursday, Peeps.
:)