Friday, February 25, 2011

An End To ....

.... a wavy week.
And .... and end to ..... a relationship.

I am single.
Again.
God has been speaking to me a lot this week, so I'm ok.
And I'll continue to be OK.
But I am sad.
Very, very sad.
I miss him already.

I wish I could say that we hate each other, but we don't.
I love him and will always love him.
He was a gift from God.

God showed me that I could love again .... and be loved again.
And I'm very, very thankful.

But I've learned that just because you love someone .... doesn't mean that you belong together.

So pray for me, Peeps.
Please.
And pray for him.

It will most likely be a very wavy weekend.

13 comments:

heartscribblings--formerly southeastcountrywife said...

Thinking of you... Hugs... But kudos to you for doing what's right and having sufficient strength to follow through--totally commendable!! :)

Anonymous said...

Oh Janine, my heart goes out to you as well as my thoughts. I wish I could say that I will pray for you, but I think you know how I feel about prayer. BUT, please know that I do hope that life will be good for you and get better and better as the days go by. I wish I had some incouraging words, but at times like these, they are just words. Hugs to you, Lorry

Anonymous said...

Will keep you in my thoughts and prayers...

Debbie said...

I'm sorry, Janine. But I agree that you deserve kudos for doing what was right for both of you. I imagine in some ways it would just be easier to stay in a relationship where there was love, even if it wasn't best for both people and both families.

Knowing you can love again is a priceless gift. I will pray for both of you. And I thank you for the inspiration to put myself out there. I'm so scared to put myself out there, which is one reason why I haven't taken my wedding rings off yet. But at almost 2 years I think I might be ready to start exploring and your inspire me. Thank you.

Mom said...

Good morning my darling daughter. I am so sorry for your pain and sadness. I wish I had something to say that would help you feel better, but of course I don't. I love you so very much. I wish I could take your pain. Is there anything I can do for you?

kdawnmartin said...

I love you.

Mary Lou said...

Praying for you..((((hugs)))God will see you through this and I can sense a peace in your decision and that is a wonderful thing. You are a brave and strong woman and God will sustain you.

Anonymous said...

The ability to remain friends is awesome.

Candice said...

I'm so sorry to hear this, Janine. I know I found breaking up much harder to do when widowed than it was before being married; it was so much harder to break it off and deal with more sadness and feelings.

Praying for you and some peace in your heart this weekend and in the coming weeks.

Much love,
Candice

Michele Neff Hernandez said...

<3 to you. I know this hurts.

kc bob said...

"I've learned that just because you love someone .... doesn't mean that you belong together."

That is one of the wisest things that I have ever read about relationships Janine. So sorry for the sadness but so impressed by your wisdom.

Blessings, Bob

Suzann said...

So sorry dearest Janine - holding you close and sending golden light - xoxoxo

Tiffany said...

I said what I wanted to say to you on your FB page ... and I meant it!

But to change up the topic for a second ... what is that font called? I just love it!!! (hey, sometimes these little distractions are a Godsend!)

Tiff