To say the least.
I'm doing better .... feeling better, in spite of not having that good cry.
I'm not sure what that means, if anything. Maybe the need will go away? Maybe I'm in denial? Maybe I'm getting better at stuffing emotions away, which I don't think is a good thing.
Or maybe .... it just is what it just is.
One day (or several) I feel the need to cry and get rid of a lot of pent up emotions .... the next day I don't.
Or at least, I don't as much.
That's what I'm going with anyway.
Hopefully, during the next couple of days I won't be stopped for a traffic ticket, or see a new-born puppy, or hear that George has really gotten married ..... because who knows what kind of emotional hemorrhage might occur!
All things children-related are on the calm side, which in and of itself can make me wonder when the other shoe will drop.
But I will refrain from wondering that .... and just enjoy the peace.
I think some growing-up has occurred in the past couple of weeks, and some experiences have been taken in .... and learned from.
And learning from experiences ..... is a very good thing, in my opinion.
God has a sense of humor.
A HUGE sense of humor, but that's another post for another day.
In the meantime, life is definitely interesting.
:)
Happy Friday, Peeps.
:)
7 comments:
I so enjoy reading your blog. Thanks for making me smile! Some days in really need it!
Mr M, You have found yourself one very funny, amazing, kind hearted, giving woman you will probably ever find. She is the most amazing sister, mother and friend. Thank you for making her smile, because when she smiles we all smile.
I love you sis!
Marie ... thank YOU for the kind words. I feel so blessed to be able to be here, sharing with others and connecting with those who need it. I am honored. And I hope that I'll keep helping you smile .... until the day that your smile readily returns all on its own. :)
Dawn .... T.A.N.W.
Except you made me cry.
I love you. :)
He is reading your blog in the same way that he is getting to know you. He knows you are now in the light.
Raydene .... Good point. Thank you for that. :)
And for praying for the Marines. Very much.
I can't add anything to Dawn's statement. It's perfect...and exactly how I feel too! Welcome Mr. M:) Take good care of my sister's heart. She deserves the best!
just wondering with all the time he spends "communicating" with you, when he finds time to read the blog, backwards? I mean how many hundreds of thousands of words are there to this blog? Must be something close to Gone with the Wind length. Not that there's anything wrong with that... Just wondering :)
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