So the Saddle Left Me with .....

.... saddle sores.  (Not really, but I didn't know any other way of ending that sentence.)

I decided that this is not the right time for me to be pursuing on line dating.  For one thing, it takes way too much time, which I don't have.
And for another ..... I don't fully trust any one single individual to be who or what they way they are, so what's the point?

I think it' time to just be me.  Janine.  Learning, yet once again, what it's like to just be me.  No date.  No weekend plans.  Just me.  I really love that.  :)

And then there's Son #3.  I have only one year left with him.  So, whether he likes it or not, and he truly seems to loathe it .... he is my focus this year.

I'm not saying that if I were to meet someone .... or bump into to someone, that I'd totally turn them down.  I'm just not going to expend any energy looking at on line potential dates.  I don't care enough.  I don't trust them enough.  And I'm ok with that.

I want to just be me.  I like me.  I like being with me.  I don't need a man to make me feel worthwhile.  I don't need a man to make me feel needed.
And I certainly don't need a man to make me feel worthless.

I have one child left at at home ..... and he will get the majority of my attention for the the next year.
Not all of it .... I do have other children.
Like Daughter #2.
Who posted a new video today.  (How'd you like that segue?)  :)

And here it is.
Enjoy, Peeps.
And happy Friday.
:)