sorry for the void --- it's been a hectic and overwhelming couple of days.
I am now sitting in an airport, waiting to go home after taking Son #2 to military school.
I was there less than an hour. We went through registration and then met his Drilll Instructor.
He was very nice and straight forward. He told Son #2 that all it takes to suceed is a good attitude
and doing his homework. Son #2 seemed to like him and listened to him. Guess I should've enlisted the
help of a Sergeant Major a long time ago. Who knew?!
After that he asked Son #2, "You know that hair has to go, Son?"
Son #2 replied, "Yes, Sir." (at least he listened to me this a.m. about the "Sir" & "Ma'am" thing!).
Then the SgtMaj said, "OK, let's go. We'll take good care of him, Ma'am. See you in 2 weeks."
I know I looked at him as if I spoke no English. I was stunned. I had not expected it to be so sudden.
I thought I'd have at least another hour. I was wrong. Son #2 shrugged his shoulders and said "Bye."
I managed to regain my sanity for a moment and asked if I was going to get a hug. I did.
And that was it. They led him away and I resumed my stunned-ness again for a few moments.
And then I came here.
Maybe that's the best way to do it - like removing a bandaid - very quick so that you're too stunned to
feel the pain.
For just a moment.
Only a moment.
5 comments:
Good afternoon my darling daughter. I'm feeling your pain, and I cry for you. I know this was hard, but you didn't have a choice. It sounds like it may work out very well for son #2. Just know I pray for you every day, as do many, many others, and it will hurt less in time. I love you dearly and will see you very soon.
I love you more than words can say J!
I will keep you and your son #2 in my prayers. If I remember correctly sending son #2 to military school was a joint decision between you and Jim. If this is the case I hope that is giving you comfort.
ahhh J, I know this must be so hard. I am lifting P and you up in prayer. This will be a huge learning experience for him, and good things will come out of it. Hugs, W.
WOW. What an experience. I totally believe this will be exactly what this wonderful, strong willed boy needs. Imagine strong will backed by discipline! It will be incredible. But certainly not easy. You are in my thoughts....
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